Notes For Myself.

Don't cry in public. Don't cry in public. Don't cry in public

Stop looking at your phone. He's not going to call.

Don't call him. You'll make it worse.

Stop thinking about it. 

Don't let it ruin your day.

Don't let it ruin your birthday. 

You apologized, you admitted you were wrong. There's nothing else you can do.

You just have to wait, and hopefully he'll forgive you.

It's not the first mistake you've made. 

You've both made mistakes. You've both been idiots at one time or another.

Stop listening to 'Sodom, South Georgia'. Turn it off.

Don't let this ruin your day. 

Crying in your car is still in public. People can see.

What happened to "I barely ever cry" 

This month alone you've cried more than in the past year probably.

Man up. Walk tall.

TURN OFF THAT SONG.

Maybe he'll forgive you.

He's made mistakes too.

You're both human.

Breathe.

I'm sorry.

I love you.