Oh Woe, For The Loss Of Love

Heartbreak does not happen in one swift movement. It's a long torturous gruesome process. Spanned out across many many tearful nights. 

Good Vibes.

Happiness. Time to Cheer up and remember that everything will be okay.

Listen to this. And remember to smile.

I Hope Your Heart Is Good and Strong.

2011 so far... has been difficult. Rough times in Love, Work, Time, and School. I have essays, and midterms and final projects looming over me. I'm in a daze that I can't seem to get out of. Lately i've been feeling like a zombie. Just walking through the halls but not seeing or feeling anything. I'm detached and unfeeling. I need to break out of it. 

Right now I am sitting cozily on a big comfy couch in the Art Building studying for my Art history Midterm next week. I have Apple Cinnamon tea and snacks to sustain me and the new Rural Alberta Advantage CD to get me through this Friday four hour break. I don't mind it though. It's complete me time. which, I've had a lot of lately. I've been enjoying it. These past few months have included a great number of 'Calm your nerves and forget about everyone else bubble baths'. and a lot of tuning out the world and listening to your iPod days. Everyone needs those days.

Yesterday I spent the day doing laundry. I had heaping mountain height piles of it in my room. While doing that, and just some general house cleaning around my Dad's house, I dug through his closet and found the most wonderfully hideous, coziest wool sweaters. I borrowed them and have now added them to my wardrobe. I don't think he would mind, since they had a thick layer of dust on the shoulders from being hung in the back of the closet so long.

The weather here is always trying to trick us I believe. Chinooks are the trickster coyote of the weather. 

Yesterday was beautiful, today I woke up again to -16. It is sunny out today. Which brightens my mood tremendously. The sun rays and The Rural Alberta Advantage are my smiles. 

"Two lovers stuck in a sweet embrace,

Hoping you will never move or change"

"And if I ever get to hold you again,

I'll hold you tight enough to crush your veins

I hope your heart is good and strong,

If you find yourself in my arms"