2011 so far... has been difficult. Rough times in Love, Work, Time, and School. I have essays, and midterms and final projects looming over me. I'm in a daze that I can't seem to get out of. Lately i've been feeling like a zombie. Just walking through the halls but not seeing or feeling anything. I'm detached and unfeeling. I need to break out of it.
Right now I am sitting cozily on a big comfy couch in the Art Building studying for my Art history Midterm next week. I have Apple Cinnamon tea and snacks to sustain me and the new Rural Alberta Advantage CD to get me through this Friday four hour break. I don't mind it though. It's complete me time. which, I've had a lot of lately. I've been enjoying it. These past few months have included a great number of 'Calm your nerves and forget about everyone else bubble baths'. and a lot of tuning out the world and listening to your iPod days. Everyone needs those days.
Yesterday I spent the day doing laundry. I had heaping mountain height piles of it in my room. While doing that, and just some general house cleaning around my Dad's house, I dug through his closet and found the most wonderfully hideous, coziest wool sweaters. I borrowed them and have now added them to my wardrobe. I don't think he would mind, since they had a thick layer of dust on the shoulders from being hung in the back of the closet so long.
The weather here is always trying to trick us I believe. Chinooks are the trickster coyote of the weather.
Yesterday was beautiful, today I woke up again to -16. It is sunny out today. Which brightens my mood tremendously. The sun rays and The Rural Alberta Advantage are my smiles.
"Two lovers stuck in a sweet embrace,
Hoping you will never move or change"
"And if I ever get to hold you again,
I'll hold you tight enough to crush your veins
I hope your heart is good and strong,
If you find yourself in my arms"
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