Crazy.

Right now, I feel frustrated. Frustrated and irritated and sad and happy and confused and well, just plain crazy. This is how this person makes me feel. Crazy. Makes me stay up all night thinking, and unfocused during the day. This person makes me want to punch them and hug them at the same time. This person makes me obsessed and, and well crazy. I don't think of myself as a usually crazy person, but ever since this person has come into my life and then left again as quickly as they'd come, thats how I feel... Crazy. Right now I'm listening to 'Only living Boy in New York' by Simon & Garfunkel through my big purple headphones, trying to drain everything out, get past the craziness that I have woken up to, get past this person. Move on. Get this person out of my mind for once. Find my sanity once again in the depths of my mind. I think it's almost worked until 'Future 86'- Bomb The Music Industry! comes on and I am once again grabbing at my hair, feeling tense, frustrated and crazy.