I don't really know anymore. I don't really know about anything. I can't keep fighting my thoughts and worries. They keep me up late at night, and distract me during the days. It's the logic I'm trying to fight. The logic of knowing that I'm setting myself up to be hurt. I'm scared and I worry. I feel lonely. I don't know what to do. Follow my heart or my head. Sometimes I think we're on the same page, but then moments arise where I realize we want different things, but also the same things. I am just all around confused. I've been confused for what feels like forever. Sometimes I feel that I'm not wanted. And it breaks my heart.
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